| This is Illusens birthmark from Book One:Illusen and Book Two:Sister Sides. Looked better than what I has hoped for, props to Demon-Angel-2008 because she drew it. Thanks, pal! |


Hotoru's Entries 37-39April 5th, 2009. I talked to Serina, and she once again, as usual, said some hurtful things.Hotoru's Entries 37-39
"He's not comming back, you know."
"Shut up."
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"Shut up. You don't know dad. He hates you. He'll come back for me. You're not even my sister. You're not his child. You belong to that slut that stained our kitchen floor with her blood. And some one in Hong Kong... You were never welcomed here. You were a mistake..."
"You act like you're so goddamn perfect."
She gasped. I'm not sure if it was because I had raised my voice slightly, or for using the lords name in vein.


Hotoru's Entries 34-36March 30th, 2009. "Jeez, Hotoru. What happened to you?"Hotoru's Entries 34-36
Nothing. I just couldn't think of anything new to write about until now. It was just all the same. All of the days of tourment were like the last, only a bit more different, and more painful. That, and dad never came to pick me up. The bus had no choice but to drop me off-regardless if Samiri had come to get me or not... When I came up to the house, it had seem older that I last thought of it to be. All of the lights were off, and there were vines along the walls. The pain was a faded tan, instead of its bright white, and was peeling off. The particle of dust tha


Hotoru's Entries 31-33July 4th, 2008. There is nothing more to be said...Hotoru's Entries 31-33
July 16th, 2008 Kai, why would you curse me? Why would you make me live without you? Knowing that I'd do anything for you? Why would you make me make such a promise? I don't want to live. I can't care about anything. I have lost all will to speak. I have lost all will to eat. To drink, to breathe. I want to do nothing but lie in my bed all day. These days are getting longer and longer. Each seeming like an eternity. I used to count stars when I was with you. Now I just count lines on my wrists. Twenty-eight on my right arm alone. I remember how we


Hotoru's Entrie 28-30January 1st, 2008. Father and Serina hate me. I'm not quite sure what the point in living right now is. The only reason I live is because of a promise. Eversince that night, things are more quiet than they have ever been. It's more tense. More awquard. Did you know that Veona used to cut too? I didn't. She stopped though. Things worked out for her. She too, is a vampire.Hotoru's Entrie 28-30
Dad is taking Serina and I to another training camp. Only god knows when we will be back.
March 18th, 2008. It has been months since I have written in you, my old and dearest friend. For that, I apologize. Serina and I are ba

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OH MY GOSH, COOKIES!
hehe, Demyx.
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|Yaoi| |is| |life|.
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Gracefully fallen, beautifully broken...
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|Yaoi| |is| |life|.
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Gracefully fallen, beautifully broken...
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Are you sure you want to put your finger in that electrical socket?
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Gracefully fallen, beautifully broken...
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Are you sure you want to put your finger in that electrical socket?
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Gracefully fallen, beautifully broken...
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Are you sure you want to put your finger in that electrical socket?
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